sun 10.08.2008 21:23

excuse me, but what the fuck are you doing?
-_-
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tue 05.08.2008 20:49
been spending the last hour studying hands and some gesture drawings. Ughh, its been a long time since I did gestures on the.. crap I even forgot the name.
Ah whatever. Need to put in more time because they really suck. My gestures, I mean.
Bleach is slowwww but TRC is even slower, crappy flashback chapters. Give us the final battle already.
I need a proper job.
mon 04.08.2008 2:53
New bg! Been wanting a new one for a while. Can you guess who he is??
Many sketches to upload but I'm lazy now. Its freaking hot these days. The weather has been pretty fickle lately.
Feeling quite lost at the moment. I wish to be on a path again. I hate crossroads.
Eek, its 3am now. Better go to sleep. Nights everyone.
Hope this week would be better than the last.
p.s. Trick Trap sama replied me! Wow, I wasn't expecting a reply since I bet she has tons of fan mail. She even included a free fanart for me! Damn, I wanna be like her <3<3
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thu 24.07.2008 19:32
I already did this a long time ago actually, but thought I'd post my results here like everyone else did.

You are Blue Koala, who is extremely honest person, and will say things that come up in your mind straightly. ( I find it tiring to lie.)
You are also active and very cheerful. (am I?)
You also possess feminine attraction and have distinguished atmosphere.(Why yes, I'm female, thank you.)
You are very popular, and tend to be with lots of people. (really?)
You value your friends too. (Of course.)
But unlike your outlook, you don't like to loose and are a strong-minded person.(This is very true.)
You possess strong will-power, and are independent enough to carry things out without getting the help of the others. (True too.I try not to bother people with my problems.)
You have great creativity sense and are much talented in this.(I guess so.)
You act simply, but you possess complicated inner emotions. (This is quite true.)
You may be thought little bit eccentric. (Yes, I'm weird.)
You like to lead varied life, and try to change the atmosphere yourself too.(Very true. I don't like to lead a repetitive life.)
You can make quick decisions, and possess courage. (Eh.. quick decisions but not sure about the courage one hurr.)
You are well liked by both men and women. (Please keep the lesbians at bay, thank you.)
You have great sense of instinct and can get right at the point of things. (Yes. Put a plate of spagetti in front of my and my instincts tell me to.. nevermind.)
You can affect people as well.(Really?)
You are very strict on money.(Oh yes. Last year was the first time I went on impulse and bought my ocnsoles. Usually I'd want to save my $$ on something impt.)
You will not go buying things on impulse.(Refer to statement above, this is very true.)
Someone you love and your love life is what is most important to you in your life. (YES.)
You possess great natural skill to manipulate men. (Oh.. wait, WHAT? D:)
You should not rush into marriage after a passionate love. (I misread this line and thought it said 'after making passionate love'. LOL well we'll see if I ever be so lucky.)
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thu 24.07.2008 0:11
Eekssss I have hiccups.
I don't get them often, but when I do it's annoying. I feel like a frog.
Currently busy with freelance, and I want it done before I immerse myself in more UlquiHIme fanarts :O
And its been raining lately. The other day I caught the bus home from work it was so freaking cold+cramps I was barely oonscious throughout the journey <_<
I want my Bleach now. TRC is way too slow.
I have dreams and I know I have to work hard to achieve them.
So let the madness begin.
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sun, 10.08.2008
I'm suprised that some people never change even after like.. 6 years later or something.
You'd think people would grow a brain and be a little more mature.
That's life for them I guess.
Since I left secondary school.
I'm not sure if I want to go raye with the old peeps.
Just us girls, then.
It's be too awkward actually.
ahh~
I have a bad habit of going on image saving spree and saving them straight to my desktop, leaving it cluttered AGAIN after I just cleaned it up days ago.
Let's see.
I have a folder for final fantasy, which contain subfolders of ff1 to ff13, WHICH contains folders for 3d renders, concept arts, fanarts, doujins for that particular series.
My Gyakuten Saiban contains all the gifs from the game, I'm pretty sure of it.
Let's not even get started on the anime and manga section. Heck, BLEACH has each own character folders, WTF.
In short, my pictures folder is heck of a mess to clean up.
Tomorrow is gonna be a busy day.
p.s. if you think the font is too small, then ctrl++.
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sat, 12.07.2008 13:42
Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.
For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.
As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.
iterature, philosophy, psychology, music, art (museums), writing, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, handicrafts, writing, voluntary work
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sat, 12.07.2008 2:29
I dislike being taken from granted. but what can I do. lol.
Feeling very irritated today.
I decided to blog less and draw more.
Whether its ocs or fanarts.
To each his own.
Don't expect everyone else to march to same drummer.
And if i get better through doing what I like, why not?
Tegaki-e is <3.
Will change the bg image once I finish a nicer version.
For now, its sketchy Ulqui.